Parents.

I am kind of pissed off at my parents lately because they don't seem to be considerate anymore.
I've just sat for an exam and they claimed that i haven't been studying much. 
Once my exam is over, they are already asking me why i never study? 
Like seriously. I am having my semester break. CAN'T THEY JUST GIVE ME SOME SPACE TO RELAX MY MIND ? 
No. They can never understand what i am going through because they never try to put themselves in my shoe. 
They are thinking that i shouldn't feel stress since they ''DID NOT'' give me any problem. 
Someone told me that i should open up to them. Yeahhh. I did. I opened up to them and they make me feel worse. 
They always think that making me feel bad is the best way to change me.
I'm sorry but no. Every single time you make me feel bad, the more i feel like moving out of this house. 
I'm really afraid that one day, i'll lose my patience and just blow up. 
I know in my parents' eyes , i will always be their little girl.
But they gotta trust me that i know what i am doing. 
This morning, my mom bugged me bout tuition. She say i'm rebellious just because i dont wanna take an extra tuition class.
My school schedule is already damn packed , especially after this semester. 
I can hardly even rest properly, now she wanna pressure me more. I'm about to blow up, like seriously.
When my schedule get too packed with school activites and tuition, i will end up not getting good result, again.
And guess who will they blame? 
Yes, you're right. ME. 
ALWAYS. 
whatever shit they do is right, whatever fuck i do, is wrong. 


Here is a shout out to all parents out there. 
I'm sure most of the parents don't realize this.
Very protective parents often result in very rebellious children.
Especially teenagers. 
We are teenagers so we know what is wrong and what is right.
It doesn't matter if it is in studies, relationship, social life or even private life, as a parent , you should be supportive and don't question much if nothing seems to go wrong. 
You have to trust your kids and know that they'll know their limit to everything. 
I am sure that it the best way. 
Of course, you have to show them love. 
Love doesnt mean that you have to control them like a slave. 
All you have to do is to care about them, and not ask them to lead their life based on what you think is right. 
If you're asking them to do everything your way, once they grow up, they'll NEVER listen to you anymore. or in another way, they won't grow up. They will be depending on you all the time.
I am sure you don't want your kids to be a little boy/girl forever right ? 
Let them do things their own way and put trust in them. 
That is what parents are for. 


I am writing this on the behalf of teenagers that have the same point of view as me. If you have a different point of view, then i'm sorry. :) 

Oklahoma Tornado.

When ever i write about news, they are usually bad ones.
So, another natural disaster has happened in Oklahoma, US.
It has happened before in 1999 and then in 2003.
10 years later, which is this year, the same devastating storm occurs again and had killed at least 24 people, including 9 children and it was reported that more 230 people were injured. 
CNN news stated that the tornado's width spanned 1.3 miles which is the length of more than 22 football fields lined up end to end with winds exceeding 200 miles per hour that left a trail of destruction 17 miles long.  
The tornado has also been ranked as some of the strongest storms ever to strike the United States. 
According to the National Weather Service, the tornado struck at 2.45p.m. , only 5 minutes after the first warning went out. 

Below is a video of the tornado. 




*The picture and video above does not belong to me.


Stay safe, people. x 


Love,
ElizaTeh

Preparation for Examination!

Hey peeps!
Soooooooo.... I won't be writing about food today. :o
I'm pretty sure most of the Malaysian students are sitting for their mid-term examination now.
It is too late for me to write this post but just take this as an early reminder for your future examinations, IF IT HELPS.
Well, it works for me. I don't know bout other people. I'm weird so weird things work for me. so yeah. :p

This exam, i did a huge mistake.

And i regret it, A LOT. 

I procrastinate like a lot and i didn't feel the pressure even though exam has started. 

I take everything easily and i did ALL last minute revision.

I screwed up MOST of my papers. 

And i'm really afraid to see my result.

I'm not even looking forward to get my result.

So, i decided to go back to the me last year where i start to prepare early and steps i take to revise so that i won't feel stress.
I think my boyfriend was kind of scared to see me so stress this term. ( SORRY BABY! ) 
I even stay up all night just to finish studying a subject. That's how stress i am.
No, you don't wanna try that. I stay up late EVERY night just to finish studying throughout the whole exam period.


Tips :

1) Study a month earlier.
 -Don't try to be a superman/woman and study a week before the exam. Maybe it works for some of you, but not everyone. And trust me, when you run out of time, you'll be really really cranky. 

2) DO NOT create a study timetable.

    - You know you will never do according to the plan you've wrote in the timetable. So why do you even waste time creating it? This will only make you feel guilty which lead to stress if you skip any of the studying hours. And you can still study without a timetable. There is no problem with that. 

3) Do it at the right time. 

   -Don't try to study when you've just woke up or late at night. Unless you're really in the mood to study, then go ahead. Otherwise, all the hours will just go to a waste since you won't be paying attention and eventually nothing will go into your head. 

4) Do not procrastinate 

-Last minute quick revision works. But cramming everything into your brain the last minute doesn't help. Be well prepared before the exam starts so that you can do a quick revision a day before sitting for the paper. And by be well prepared, i mean study. Not by just flipping through all the pages. and quick revision means that you refresh your memory after you've studied. 

5) Finish studying one subject at a time.

 - Maybe studying many subjects in a day is useful for many people. But i don't find it useful. I always finish all the topics for a subject before i move on to another subject. Maybe on ordinary days, i will study a few subject. But not during the preparation for my exam. I think it will only confuse me since many subjects have about the same facts. 

6) Read and then DO maths (or any subject that you need to practice) 

-Don't be like me. I literally READ maths and add maths this term. Well, for maths it is alright. But i did it for add maths also because i really run out of time. and i regret it, a lot. Some people wonder why i read add maths. I read the formulas and look through the workings before doing it so that i know how to apply the formula. This works for me. But i'm not sure about other people. Cause some people find me weird when i told them i read add maths. 

7) Do past year questions. 

 - This is just to get a rough idea of the format of the exam. Usually past year questions are the questions that will not be repeated. But that's what our teachers usually stress on as well. So why not just do it so that you know the type of questions that will be coming out? It might not be the same but at least you know how the format will be so you won't blackout when you see the question paper. 

8) Find your comfort zone.

  -Be smart and don't study in front of cute babies/handsome guys/hot girls. :P those group of people will distract you from concentrating in your studies. :p So choose a place where there is no one, or if possible, just hide yourself in a room that is sound-proof. That way, no one can distract you. (But make sure you get enough air to breathe. Don't die. ) And do not study anywhere near tv! I'm sure you'll be like me, watching TV instead of looking at the book. :p 

9) Discipline yourself by staying away from the laptop/computer when you're studying.

-Laptop.......... that's the hardest gadget to resist. I had a hard time not using it for 1 week. 1 WEEK OF NOT SKYPING WITH MY BOYFRIEND. I hate exam. But yeahh, i managed to do it. So you can do it as well! Trust me, once you on you laptop, you are about to say byebye to your studies. You'll most probably be studying using facebook/twitter/tumblr or like my bestfriend, she blogged when she was staying up to study.  

10) Take a break in between. 

-This doesnt mean that you study for 1 hour and take 4-5 hours of break. (that is what i usually do last time though. I'VE CHANGED!)You should study for 1-2 hours and just walk around or relax yourself for 30 minutes. Don't sit for too long. You might even be paralyze for sitting too long. (NO JOKE) Nothing will enter your brain that way. 

11) Finish easier topics first. Do the hard ones later. (If you have plenty of time left)
-If your teacher give you any tips on what is coming out, study those that will be coming out for structure and essay questions first. That's the best thing to do if you're running out of time. But if you have plenty of time left, study shorter topics first. So that you can focus on the hard ones. But if you're lack of time already, do the hard ones first. 

12) Get enough sleep during the examination period. 
- again, don't be like me. I stay up all night without sleeping to study my history. And i end up getting cranky cause i cannot finish studying it. I pity my mom and boyfriend cause they both have to suffer from my moodiness. So don't! Don't torture yourself and people around you. Sleep is really important to make sure your brain functions well to do your exam.

13) Drink plenty of water.

- I don't believe this last time. BUT YES. OMG. it really works. When i get really tired, instead of drinking cups and cups of coffee to stay up, i get a cup of PLAIN WATER, and you have all my attention. So drink plenty of water so that you can think properly and you won't feel tired. 




I think that's all for now. I hope what i've stated above will help those that will be sitting for their examinations. But if it doesn't, I'M SORRY! :( 
And DO NOT GIVE UP if you fail any of the subjects. Even if you fail all of them, don't give up. Failing once doesnt mean that you will fail throughout your whole life. But if you give up now , you'll surely be a failure and a quitter for your whole life. :) 
Love, 
ElizaTeh.

Hello! I'm back! :D

Hello readers! I'm sorry for abandoning my blog for the past 2 months.
I have no choice! 
My routine was packed with either camps, or busy revising for my mid-year examination. 
However, my exam has finally ended! My semester break is about to start as well! I'll be updating a lot after this! 
I still have no interesting topics to update you all with because nothing interesting happen YET this week.
So i'll just sum out whatever that has happened throughout the whole month or last month alright?  :D


All the pictures below does not belong to me unless it has me in it :p 


Huang Wen Yong ( 黃文永 )

    




First of all, my condolences to Singapore. Months ago, they lose a talented actor (Ah Nan) and last month(April 20th) they lose a VERY professional actor, Huang Wen Yong. 
I still remember the very first drama of his that i watch, Holland V. 
The movie was released in Malaysia in 2003, which means it has been a decade. 
Throughout this 10 years, i've watched COUNTLESS dramas that he act in.
I'm a fan of singapore dramas so yeah.
May he rest in peace. :')


It's time to vote again! GE13 - Malaysia.


This is a topic i really DONT WANT to talk about because i'm underage to even give any opinion about it. - that's what the elders said. 
Lol. 
I bet they forget that we are the one who will be voting in the next GE. 
We will be deciding who will be the leader in Malaysia, in 5 years time. 
Our opinions might not be helpful, but the youths have spoken. 
I did not said which party i side, or whatsoever, so i'm not wrong. :D 
Eventhough the GE13 in Malaysia is over already, i would still like to remind those that will be voting in GE14. 
Vote wisely, as stated in the picture above. 
The future of Malaysia is in our hand- the next generation. 
We are the one who will be deciding who will lead Malaysia to a better level in 5 years time. 
Don't forget to be fair. 
That's the most important thing in voting. :)


-Stay tuned for the next post tomorrow! i MIGHT be writing about FOOD again! :D this time, the comparison between two Japanese restaurants. But no promise :D i might change the title anytime. So stay tuned! 


Love, 
ElizaTeh ;) 

My best friend, my boyfriend. ;)

                            


040413. 

I'm sure you all know what my post is about already after reading the title of this post ;)

So i'm in love, and this time, in a relationship as well ;) 

If you're wondering how, when and why did it happen, i'll write it down. 

I wouldn't consider this relationship as a relationship that happens at the right time YET, but i hope that he is the right person ;) <3

The story below is on how we get to know each other, how we met and how we got together.

It all started when my mutual friend added him to our skype call conversation. 

We did not talk at first. Until like a week later, we started to talk in a group of 3. 

I added him in facebook after that because he is a man and he dont add people :p 

so yeahhh, and we started to talk more after knowing that we will be attending the same camp organised by his school. 

During the camp, we talked like everyday even though it is just a hi-bye sometimes. and most of the content is the same until the campfire night, we had a better conversation. :p

He kind of cool me down when i was too panic on the campfire night because i was suppose to dance a little while after that.  

I was really thankful for that lil effort he put in and i did it finish the dance even though i was dancing like a ''wood'' (That's what he said). :P 

Later on, after the camp, we started to talk on skype alone. :p 

I don't even know when i fell for him but i suppose it was during the last day of camp that i realize it, when i see a girl call his name and i was like '' damnnnn. '' . 

So we continue talking everyday after camp and i did hint him that i like him. 

I'm pretty sure everyone knows it, but that mannnn there. He took his own sweet time to ask me if i have feelings for him. :p

'' Him : You're the deodorant to my armpit. ;) '' 
200413/210413. 

It has been 16 days since we're together. We're still doing great together. ;) I'm like writing a diary and not ready to post it yet so yeah. I'll just continue writing until i am ready. As you all know, 20th of April is 420 but of course i did not go out and do weed. I was doing something way better than that ;) We went out for our official first date after being together for a week or two? I see him for two days straight! Damnnn, His imperfections make him a perfect man. He is not the type of guy who will sweet talk to me and say all the stuff i wanna hear. But this is the reason why he is special ;) He never say much, he show it. ;) He teases me and I tease him. But we don't take all those things to heart. Because we always end up the '' tease-fight '' by winning each other's heart back ;) I like how he's honest to me about everything he does - Good and bad things. At least, when my friends come up and tell me something that he has done, i'll be like '' Oh yes, i know. he told me already. '' . So far, i see no reason why shouldn't i trust him YET. So yeah, he has gained my trust ;)

''Me : Baby are you jealous ? 
Him : No, why should i be ? They don't have something that i have. 
Me : What is it? 
Him : You ;) ''

 I think this post is wordy enough already. :p Will continue writing when i have the time. Chaoooooo.

260413

Today i read a post from facebook and i think it describes my situation perfectly so i decided to post it here. i hope it helps!

''

The hardest moment when you’re trying to be independent and mend your wounds is when you find someone completely perfecting your type of a lover, and yet you’ve been hurt and simply cannot allow yourself to love them.

The right person in the wrong time.

It’s a mixture of pleasure and pain.
Yes you have found someone similar to you in thoughts and interests. No you do not want to fall in love because they will eventually hurt you just like the one before.
And then it starts in your head.
Insecurities, the struggle when you see them smiling at you, the struggle of trying not to smile when they do…
And then it happens and you do know you’re in love; you look at them and you want to be in their arms. You feel safe when they stare at you. You feel them being honest in everything they say.
You start to wonder why you even doubted them from the first place.

The memories strike you back. How your ex treated you, and how eventually you were heartbroken.
More fear. More pain. More tears and confusion.
Being trapped in whirlwinds of emotions; twisting you, throwing you around, playing with your mind.

And then they kiss you.
Every probable problem on earth disappears then.
It simply goes away and you feel a tingling feeling in your stomach, and such a joy topped with warmth.

You decide to forget and move on.
Old memories are memories for a reason. New ones replace the old ones.
You start working for a future instead of crying because of the past.
You have found hope again. No more fears of feeling love and no more denying it.
There is something waiting for me there.

There is no right person in the wrong time. Time is always changing. You make your own time and your own moment. If you miss the chance, it’s going to be hard getting it back.

There is only a right person.
And there is time.
And then there’s you.
What do you choose to do? ''

People say i move on fast. Moving on fast doesnt mean that you're slut. It shows that you appreciate every second of future. Why hurt yourself because of what happened in the past? ;) I fell for him, and i'm actually glad i did. Our love didn't really happen on the right time, but if he's the right person, wrong time is not a reason to not move on. ;) 

Today is the 22nd day since the day we started to date. The more of you that i get to know, the deeper i fall for you. I love how you handle all the conflicts. Even when some of your friends dislike me, you still choose to be with me. I feel so lucky. You've heard a lot of nasty comments about me, yet you put in efforts to know me without listening to other people's comments about me. I like how you put my past behind and love me for who i am. I love how you make me feel special, even when i'm not perfect nor beautiful. I love you, for being mine. Like what i've told you yesterday, even if you're a mistake, you're my favourite mistake. ;) Thank you for being mine ;) I'm definitely very lucky to get you. ;) x  

'' Me : When he told me that he has no regrets dating me even after hearing all the offensive comments bout me, i know im dating the right person;) ''